On the back of every right...

Mon, 17 May 2004 21:02:10 GMT

alright.
the journal is finished.
hehe. thanks to kiki for the help.
My new username is _withoutsound
I'll be adding the people I'm keeping for sure. If you want me to keep you, comment to be added over there.

Good riddance.

Mon, 17 May 2004 20:21:57 GMT

I'm in the process of creating a new journal account. One_of_the_hive is getting old and there's too many damn underscores to type in! Haha...once I get the new username looking the way I want it to, I'll post a link. Everyone better add me there!
I'm not sure whether it's going to be friends only yet.

Sat, 15 May 2004 19:58:38 GMT

I'm not getting the car.
My mom said my neighbor wants to keep it, although he's not going to drive it anymore.
Try and figure that one out.
:(

Sat, 15 May 2004 16:55:02 GMT

I'm going to try my hardest not to be too excited and get my hopes up but....

My next door neighbors have two Ford Mustangs, right? They've had them for a while and they just got another car. There is now one Mustang that will just be sitting on their driveway. My dad said I should ask them if I can buy it from them. My mom will probably say no. But come on, I CANNOT pass this up. It's not that old, maybe 1996 or 1997. It wouldn't crowd our driveway because they have a separate little alcove driveway thing that sits RIGHT next to our house...so I could just park it there. It wouldn't be that expensive because it's at least 6 years old. I only have about 8 hours left of driving time before I reach the required 50 hours for my driving test...in the meantime, the car would stay in their driveway anyways because they have a spot for it. They would probably give me a good deal, and I DO have a job, so it's not like I wouldn't be able to pay for it. Besides, my parents helped my sister buy her car, they chipped in like 4 grand. I have over 2 grand in the bank. I don't see why it should be a problem. OOOH but my mom, she WILL find a way to take the chance away from me. Then the only other think I'm worried about is that I don't know if the mustang has stick shift and I don't know how to drive stick...I guess I could learn, but I don't think I'd be very comfortable driving stick. So I hope it has automatic transmission.

BAH!!! I really really really really really really want this to work out...I want to find out now. If I find out now, then I can turn in my parking pass application for next year. Right.
I know it's not going to happen. But I really really really want it to. Haven't I suffered enough for something good to finally happen?

My mom isn't home right now...she has this women's health program today at church and I hope that things went well today because then she'll be in a good mood when she gets home and maybe I'll have a chance.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 14 May 2004 20:16:34 GMT

Tonight I'm going with Kiki, Zach, Ryan, Justin, and possibly a few more of Caitlin's friends and we're going to watch her act in a play that serves as the final exam for her theater class.

Um. After that, I'm not sure. I guess we'll hang out or something.

OOH!! We're going to Kentucky over Memorial Day Weekend! Oh, how I love going there. I always have the best time. I heard my cousins grew majorly since the last time I saw them. Haha...my cousin Andy has grown like 4 feet in a year. It's crazy. I just think going there is a nice escape because I get to see my cousins Andy and Nick, who are pretty close to my age. They're seriously some of the most fun people ever.

My Grandma and Grandpa Filar are taking the WHOLE Filar side of the family (like, 19 people) to Florida and we're staying at the Hyatt and there's going to be a private island. I'm excited.

It's raining again. It's rained every day this week except either Tuesday or Wednsday. I love the rain, especially when it thunders. We had two pretty good storms on Monday and yesterday, which was the days I worked so I didn't hear ANYTHING because Dairy Queen is so bright and loud. BAH.

I'm going to go over Kiki's soon and maybe we can walk around in the rain.

Tue, 11 May 2004 21:23:00 GMT

::sigh::
I'm unhappy way too much.

Mon, 03 May 2004 23:56:04 GMT

I'm really bored and saw this thing in Kiki's journal. FILL IT OUT.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how cute am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Sun, 02 May 2004 18:34:18 GMT

I made plans to hang out with Zach on Wednsday.

Mr. Ike is Friday.

Simon's band is the Friday after that.

I'm dropping out of the AP History Test.

May is going to be a good month.

fin.

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 21:12:05 GMT

Here's a typical day at the old Ike-atraz.

Starting off in the morning....

Andrew and Samantha being retarded

My hetero lifemate, Alicia!!

First hour math: Ewa

2nd hour art: Alicia

2nd hour art: Sarah

before 3rd hour in the halls: Jeff and Kiki

before 3rd hour in the halls: Jeff and Kiki yet again

3rd hour web design: Kiki

4th hour science: JADE!

4th hour science: Danai(on the left)...my favorite cuddly asian

Caitlin's locker before 5th hour...Kiki(left) and Caitlin(right)

Caitlin's locker before 5th hour: Jeff, Kiki, Caitlin

Hope

Jeff, Kiki and Caitlin

In the hallway with 'Gobbo' Shannon right before 5th hour.

5th hour french: Ian. the kid that blew up Kiki's mailbox

5th hour french: Ian again

5th hour french: Andrew! My favorite picture EVER!!! He looks guilty of something.

6th hour lunch: Brittany

6th hour lunch: Tiffany

6th hour lunch: yet another different Alicia. Damn, I know alot of those.

6th hour lunch: Casey being silly

Casey being silly again. Now she has a goldfish cracker nipple thanks to Brittany!

6th hour lunch: Brittany looks so pretty!

6th hour lunch: Casey again

6th hour lunch: Casey yet again, for the last time I swear!

6th hour: We all go visit Kiki, Alicia, Aubree, Dan, and Lauren in their art class after we're done eating. Here's Alicia and Lauren

Lauren's shirt kicks many asses.

Jeff, Caitlin

Jeff, Caitlin

Kiki, Jeff

Aubree! (in the sweatshirt)

Dan the MAN! a.k.a Ginger Spice.

Dan...lmao, GREAT picture.

Kiki and Jeff yet again

Alicia, Andrew, and Lauren

Caitlin's self portrait. haha

7th hour english: Tony...he is so wierd and makes sex references all the time. funny kid.

7th hour english: Lauren. Alicia sits next to me but I didn't get a pic.

in the halls before 8th hour: JAMI!!

walking to 8th hour: Jami and Caitlin's jacket.

8th hour A.P. History: Sarah

8th hour: Jami

8th hour: Caitlin actin' slick.

WHEW it's finally over!! That's all. I didn't even get a picture of Joey or Ryan or Zach or Gabe or Simon and lots of other people. I will next time.

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 01:00:56 GMT

MEAPS are finally over. Thank you to all that is good.

I'm going to bring my camera to school tomorrow and take pictures throughout the course of the day. That shall be fun. And then I'll post them on here and it will be like a storyline, oh my goodness!

Ummmmmm....I don't really have anything to talk about right now...
I just thought I'd post because I realize that I only have like 28 posts or something.
I have so many in greatestjournal...hehe.

ok bye.

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 21:34:43 GMT

look, I'm sad.

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 17:44:33 GMT

Today we had a bomb threat and we were in lockdown for two hours.
They sent us home.
It is a beautiful day outside.
And I'm sitting inside, lonely and depressed.
All my friends are out together right now, having fun without me, not even thinking about me.
I'm sick of being the forgotten one.
This is how it's always been. In 3rd grade, 4th grade, 5th grade, 6th grade. Those were such terrible memories for me...I always got left out by my "best friends." Funny how there was always a pair of them, and I was the one who got left out.
Now, it's happening again. I just can't take it anymore.
Caitlin and Kiki and now usually Jeff, too. They're always doing things together.
They don't even call me to see if I can come. Sure, they know my mom will probably remain a nazi and say no, but it's really starting to hurt that they don't even ask.
Yesterday Caitlin and Kiki were going to go to Royal Oak, and I was fine with it because I knew that I would be working. I could handle the whole situation. But then I got home from work and learned that they hadn't gone. I talked to Kiki online, and so she knew that I had come home from work and the rest of my day was free. Then she and Caitlin left and hung out together without telling me. They knew I could have gone. But they didn't invite me along. I'm starting to catch on that they just don't want me around. Just like all those other times when I was younger with all of those other girls, I got left out then and I get left out now. It hurt then and it hurts now. Today I just laid on my bed, because that's all there was to do. I knew they had gone to hang out together, without even bothering to see if I wanted to join them. And I can't even speak up, because I spoke up before and ended up sounding like a whiny bitch that wants attention.
I don't want attention, I would just like to feel wanted and included. But I can't tell them that either, because then they feel like they have to include me because I demanded them to include me next time. It's just like that one entry when I wrote that lately Kiki had been ditching me for Jeff. She read the entry and felt bad and told me we had to hang out. It made me feel like she was only hanging out with me because she was pitying me.

I don't understand why all of this has happened to me and my family. My whole family has always had social problems of being the odd man out and always getting left out, sometimes on purpose. It's like a curse. I've lived with all of these problems for so long and I just can't take it anymore. I don't know what the hell to do. I'm sick of people giving me advice on how to deal with my mother. Like I don't know what works and what doesn't. I know her limits, I know what she will respond to. I know it's a hopeless situation. Of course I've tried having talks with her, of course I've tried to tell her how I feel, of course for all of that bullshit. I've tried everything, so why do people keep giving me advice that I've tried hundreds of times before? No one understands. She's so selfish and she will not change her mind. You all have no idea how much this is ruining me. She knows that part of my depression is her fault, and she has admitted this to me. But still, she refuses to change.

Tomorrow she is going to the doctor for the first time in years. She probably hasn't been to the doctor since Melissa was born in January 1993. She's terrified to go, because she's paranoid that the doctor will give her bad news. And she has admitted that if the doctor gave her bad news, she would probably drive into a tree. That's how selfish she is. She says if learned she had an illness, she "wouldn't be able to handle it". For all the times she has made me suffer from her own selfishness, this just crosses the line. She is so protective of me and my sisters because she would be too selfish to be able to "handle it" if something bad happened to us. So now she's saying that if something happened to her, she wouldn't be able to handle it. Why does she get to put us through that, but how dare us to possibly put her through any type of discomfort?!?

I can't take anything anymore. I just feel hollow inside. What's the point? Someone give me one good reason why I should be happy with my life when I feel like I have nothing good to live for?
I can't go out to escape my problems, I have no one to run to.
I feel guilty rebelling because my mom has me locked in a forever-running guilt trip and I feel like I would drive her to a heart attack if I tried to pull any fast moves. Either that, or she would go out looking for me like a maniac. Believe me, it's happened before.

You know how most people can envision themselves in the future? I don't see anything. I honestly can't envision myself past 18 years old. The concept seems foreign to me.

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 02:29:55 GMT

I am such a loser!!!!!!!!
I am sitting here with NOTHING to do and NO ONE is online because they are all out having fun and I am stuck here!!!!! I worked ALL DAY and my feet hurt and I come home and everyone is in a bad mood and there's nothing to do but go on the computer and then no one is even online so there's not even anyone to talk to and since no one's online, no one has updated because they're all out having a LIFE so I can't even comment on anyone's entries. OMG I AM A LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I am SICK and TIRED of not having a life.
I am SICK and TIRED of being bored.
I am SICK and TIRED of sitting my ass in front of this computer.
I am SICK and TIRED of having Nazi parents who don't let me go out.
I am SICK and TIRED of staying awake.

So, I will go to bed and wallow in my self-pity of not having a life and such.

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 23:58:44 GMT

HAPPY INCUBUS DAY!!!
4-21!!!

"disconnect and let me drift until my inside-out is right-side in..."

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 20:10:52 GMT

Anyone care to look at my ugly pictures? Too bad, I'm posting them anyway.
::BIG SIGH::

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 17:06:21 GMT

It's about time for a picture update. I AM SO INCREDIBLY BORED!!!!!!!

Dairy Queen uniforms make you sexy.

<----OH MY GOD UGLY UGLY!!!

ROFL KIKI!!!!!!

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 00:14:34 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 18:03:13 GMT

Here's an hour out of our lives on a boring Friday.

OMG it's the LAST ONE!!!!! bahhahahahaha

I know, I know...it is disgusting. But we were amused.

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 02:28:28 GMT

Jade came over today at like one, and then around 2:30 she wanted to go get something to eat. I asked my mom if Jade and I could go out, and she actually said YES. I was so surprised. Maybe things might actually start to change.

So we went out, and we had some fun times at Arby's. Then we came home and Jade's ex called and made her cry, and she was really sad and to get her mind off of things, we did something really retarded but it was funny. I got this bottle of gumballs way back in November from the Dairy Queen bowling party, and I still had some left. So Jade wonders if she can eat the rest and make a huge gumball. So she starts putting them in her mouth, and I take pictures of the whole process. One hour later, she has all 72 gumballs in her mouth and one hugeass wad of gum. I took pictures of the whole thing, but they're on the other computer and right now my dad is on it. So pictures will come tomorrow.

Yeah, so basically she was over my house from one until 9:30, and it was really fun. I felt bad because she's used to driving around and doing things, but obviously with my mom we couldn't really do anything except go to frickin Arby's. But still, I'd like to think we had a good time.

Now I'm sitting here on the computer about to give up on boys. Damn them and their unwillingness to contact me. Hmmmmph.

OOh yeah and I saw pictures for the Talk Shows on Mute video. It looks awesome.

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 00:39:47 GMT

40984308304 new pics I took over the last few days. The last picture is my current hair, I just cut it 2 hours ago.

haha! Behind me is the legendary Richard video cake!

My new hair that 30548308402857353 other people have....I am a retard.

kill me now

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 20:56:15 GMT

Heh, I've been updating with nothing but pictures lately. So now I will actually update with words and sentences and possibly even paragraphs. What a concept that would be.

I had another boring weekend, sat around, no one called as usual. Sunday we cleaned the basement and then went out to Texas Roadhouse by AMC 30 and it was yummy.

Yesterday and today I was in a good mood at school, which can be unusual. There were some periods of depression, it comes and goes. I need to grow some balls, seriously. I have to talk to that boy. I will. Someday.

Friday is Fine Arts Extravaganza, I want to go but I don't know who wants to go. Hey, it's something to do and it will get me out of the house and it involves art. It can't be that bad of a thing, I suppose. But what I'd really like to be doing on my weekends is actually hanging out and doing things, but I guess I can't have everything, and by everything, I mean absolutely everything.

Enough of that. I wish I was a good writer, like Caitlin. She's good at poetry and stuff, and people on GJ and LJ can write some very creative things, unless I'm just a total dumbass and don't recognize it as a song lyric. I'm guessing not, though.

I'm sorry my entries aren't more interesting to read. Most people's entries actually involve people talking about what they did over the weekend and whatnot, or something new that's going on in their lives, but I don't ever have anything like that to say because basically, I don't have a life.

annnnd...goodbye

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 20:23:20 GMT

I got tired of my sunglasses so I painted polka dots on them.

Yet some more pictures

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 17:58:37 GMT

Mwah! My new favorite picture.

Me in my motion city shirt

Jesse signed my shoes!

I <3 this outfit.

Silly kitty.

This headband knocks my socks off.

I look like I'm sleeping.

Lalala.

I'm angry at you. Give me a cookie. NOW!

Oh, woe is me.

Sorry. I know I just posted pictures the other day, but it's fun to take pictures.

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 00:13:07 GMT

I got my camera yesterday and went on a picture taking extravaganza! Haha. Some of the pics are a little unflattering if I do say so myself, but oh well.

It's survey time!

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 01:56:53 GMT

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1.Incubus
2.Motion City Soundtrack
3.Thursday
4.Finch
5.Thrice
6.Brand New
7.Roses are Red
8.Taking Back Sunday
9.Distillers
10.and then the other 60 cd's I own.
09 things you look forward to:
1.graduation
2.getting my license
3.getting my car
4.going to the incubus concert
5.visiting California
6.seeing all of my cousins again
7.summer vacation
8.art school
9.finding a boyfriend. (I should go die now.)
08 things you like to wear:
1.my black chucks that jesse signed
2.my checkered web belt
3.my baggy jeans
4.my dairy queen hoody
5.my black and white polka dot shirt under the black sweater
6.my brown Motion City shirt
7.my various polka dot sash/headbands
8.anything vintage
07 things that annoy you:
1.smoking/drugs
2.getting smashed just to be accepted or "cool"
3.paranoid people
4.being cold (I HATE IT!!!!)
5.people who are full of themselves
6.overprotective people *cough*parents*cough*
7.when my sister doesn't replace the toilet paper roll!!! gaaaah
06 things you say most days:
1."I'm freezing"
2."I want to go back to sleep"
3."dude"
4."I want food"
5."I have to go to the bathroom"
6."DAMMIT!!"
05 things you do everyday:
1.shower
2.eat
3.complain
4.go online. I am a geek.
5.play with kitty
04 people you want to spend more time with:
1.Shannon
2.Alicia
3.Caitlin
4.my daddy
03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1.Army of Darkness
2.Dracula:Dead and Loving It...any Mel Brooks movie for that matter.
3.Ferris Beuller's Day Off OR The Goonies
02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1.Zee Deveel: Incubus
2.The Red Dress: Motion City Soundtrack
01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1.I don't know that right now.
2 Years Ago, I:
1.was in 9th grade
2.felt lonely
3.first fell in love with Incubus
4.Went to visit my cousin's new house in Kentucky for the first time
1 Year Ago, I:
1.Was in 10th grade
2.went to a concert with Caitlin and Kiki
3.started working at Dairy Queen
4.still felt lonely
Yesterday, I:
1.stayed home sick from school
2.didn't get out of my pajamas
3.went online all day
4.called in sick to work
Today, I:
1.went to school
2.ate peanuts in french class
3.took a nap
4.ate frosted mini wheats for dinner
Five Items I Have Brand Loyalty To:
ummm...I don't practice brand loyalty. Except maybe converse and that one perfume that I love.
Five Songs I Know All the Words To, Even Without the Music:
Incubus: Wish You Were Here
Motion City Soundtrack: The Future Freaks Me Out
Finch: What it is to Burn
Incubus: Warning
"Happy Birthday"....muahahahahahaha!
Top Five Locations I'd Like To Run Away To:
California
New York City
New Orleans
Paris
Lake Placid
ABOUT YOURSELF
name:Maria
gender:I'm all girl.
height:Not sure, perhaps 5'4" or so.

haircolor:naturally dark blond/light brown but it's dyed dark brown at the moment
eyecolor:hazel
location:Shelby Twp., Michigan
fears:death, rejection, spiders, turning into mother
HAVE YOU EVER
peed your pants:yes, probably in kindergarten or earlier
cheated on someone:I can't cheat on a nonexistent boyfriend, now can I?
fallen off the bed:Most likely, but not in my immediate memory
fallen for a relative: dude. that's sick.
had plastic surgery:no
failed a grade:never!
had your heart broken:No...but I've been dissappointed because things never turn out the way I hoped
done something you regret:Yes, hasn't everyone at one point or another?
CURRENTLY
wearin: Black levis, Thursday shirt, gray fleece zip up
listenin to:a strange eerie noise...I think my mom is sawing something in the garage
chewin:nothing at all
feelin:very chilly
readin:1984 by George Orwell
located:the basement computer room/office
chattin with:Kiki
watchin:there's no tv in this room.
DO YOU
brush your teeth:yes, yes I do.
like anybody:yes...*sigh*
have any piercings:ears. I don't have any cool earrings to wear though.
drive:I have my permit and license will come soon.
believe in santa claus:why yes...don't you? hahaha
ever get off the computer:yes, I'm not a total geek.
FRIENDS
who is your best:Caitlin and Kiki...but I don't know if they feel the same.
who is the loudest:they are all loud, man! Aubree, I guess.
who is the shyest:me? I dunno. They aren't shy around me.
who is the hottest:all of my friends are sexy beasts.
who is the cutest:Kiki...*sigh* to have that degree of cuteness *is jealous*
who laughs the most:Andrew
who have you known the longest:Tiffany Ng
who have you known the shortest:Andrew and Jade
do you hang out with a certain type:nope
do you hang out with the opposite sex:yes, but usually I don't get the chance to actually leave the house to go hang out.
do you trust your friends:I trust a few, but trust comes few and far between these days.
are you a good friend: I like to think so.
can you keep a secret:yes.
LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged:Jade
gave e-props:What the hell is that? It sounds retarded by the way.
IMed:Mariely
talked to on the phone:Grandma Filar
yelled at:brat little sister Melissa
fell in love with:Incubus...hahahah. Seriously, no one has ever fallen for me so I have never fallen for anyone either.
tripped:I try not to trip people unless I hate them.
PERSONAL
what do you want to be when you grow up:An artist...fashion designer...vintage store owner. The art field shall be my playground.
what was the worst day of your life:I've had too many to count. Nothing tragic has occurred yet, and I tend to keep it that way for the time being.
what is your most embarrassing story:This would take all day. This will have to do...my dad has told the story 3947308540983 times. We were camping and I went into a porta-john and picked up a urinal cake and told my dad..."how come there's soap and a sink but no water?" Yeah.
do you have a boyfriend:No. No one wants me. I'm a loner.
If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them:..."I swear, for sure, next time you should wear a pair of eyes on the back of your head"...(Incubus)
what you usually think about before going to bed:my miserable, pathetic life. No seriously, I rarely go to bed thinking happy thoughts.
FAVORITE
movie:Army of Darkness
song of the moment:didn't I already answer this?
group of the moment:Incubus
store:vintage and secondhand stores...Salvation Army anyone?
relative:All of my cousins, Aunt Carolyn, Aunt Celeste, Uncle Joe
sport:I don't like sports and sports don't like me.
vacation spot:So far, Lake Placid.
ice cream flavor:Superman
fruit:strawberries or raspberries
candy: chocolate. More specifically, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
holiday:Christmas, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Easter. Oh, what the hell, they all involve eating. I love 'em all.
day of the week:Saturday
color:Hmmm. Yellow or green or perhaps red? Black and white combos are cool. I fancy pink and purple. Brown can be hot. Yeah, I like colors. I refuse to pick just one.
magazine:the Lucky shopping guide!!
name for a girl:Emma or Emily
name for a boy:Bartholemew! Haha...no really. Um. Taylor? I dunno I can't think at the moment.
DO YOU
like giving hugs:Yessir!
like walking in the rain:Oh, very much so.
sleep with or without clothes on:with! What if there was a fire? You'd run outside naked. That's not fun.
prefer black or blue pens:No preference. Give me a writing utensil and I'll work with what I've got.
dress up on halloween:yes, and I probably will be for years to come. Because I am cooler than you.
have a job:Yes, I couldn't ask for a better one either.
like to travel:Yes, but unfortunately my mother is scared of flying so we don't get out much
sleep on your side, tummy, or back: all of the above although it's my side most of the time
want to marry:yes, if I actually find someone
have a goldfish:not since 1st grade when it died within 4 hours of its purchase at the local Meijers.
have stuffed animals:yes, I most certainly do.
ARE YOU
single or taken:single... as always
simple or complicated:The most complicated human in the world, my dear.
law or anarchy:law...but more liberal law than conservative.
mtv or bet:I prefer comedy central any day, thankyouverymuch.
7th heaven or dawsons creek:never in a million years.
sugar or salt:salt
silver or gold:silver
tongue or belly button ring:tongue but I'd never get it done
chocolate or flowers:I buy the chocolate, you buy the flowers. Got it?
color or black-white photos:black and white can make anything look more beautiful.
m&ms or skittles:skittles
rap or rock:rock \m/
stay late or sleep in:you can't have one without the other
tv or radio:I love my TV
hot or cold:hot...I HATE COLD I HATE IT I HATE IT...funny how I'm always cold anyway.
taller members of the opposite sex or shorter:taller of course. I'm short enough as it is.
sun or moon:moon
diamond or ruby:ruby
left or right:right
10 acquaintances or one best friend:one best friend. Never even had that yet either.
kids or no kids:right now, kids are annoying as hell. Later on, I hope I like them enough to have some of my own
cat or dog:both!
half empty or half full:half empty
mustard or ketchup:mustard
newspaper or magazine:magazine
spring or fall:spring!!!!
give or receive:I'm selfish. Receive dammit.
rain or snow:I love rain so much.
a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship:friendship...I'm not hot enough to qualify for hot sex.
happy or sad:I'm always a sad fool.
wonder or amazement:amazement
mcdonalds or burger king:Burger King.
mexican or italian food:I like both alot.
lights on or off:are we referring to sex? I wouldn't know. Off I suppose.
duct tape or scotch tape:duct tape can beat scotch tape in the ass.
candy or soda:candy
a house in da woods or city:the city.
Converse or DC:converse.